Monday, October 22, 2012

Reflection upon my learning thus far...


Sitting here on Monday evening, I find myself thinking about the learning that I have accomplished in the past couple of months. Having been out of the educational environment for so long, I was worried that I would be unable to get back into the swing of things. The class I had this evening was my “Literacy – The Integration of the Language Arts” and I had to give a sixty second snapshot on the topic of shared reading. All of the presentations for the last three classes had been power point presentations. Me, well I am not a fan of such things. One thing that I have taken though from my “Psycho-Social Perspective in Education” (to be referred henceforth as Psych) learning has been that a creative teaching approach is often more memorable that a mere power point presentation and lecture. Tonight I prepared a ten page children's book. I drew pictures an colored them for every page and wrote the script that detailed the process of shared reading and also important aspects of why it is utilized. My class and my professor enjoyed the book and my creativity. I do not think it will be so easily forgotten. After tonight I feel comfortable in saying that yes, I can or have gotten back into the swing of things.

Coming from a background of the business world, classes in my undergraduate program were all straight up lectures that met twice a week. We were fed the information and very little of the learning was self-driven.

My Psych class though has been a horse of a different color. The weeks leading up to the first weekend saw me reading like mad and taking notes and preparing my journal's AH HA moments. Sick of those yet? Never before have I had to partake in so much self-driven learning. Since that first weekend class I cannot help but think of those students in India (?) who were learning from the computer terminals. The computers acting as the experts in their learning and giving feedback. With my journal entries and paper I look forward to such feedback. Luckily, I was able to obtain a great deal of feedback from students and educator during that first weekend. Now, this may sound as though I need a lot of positive reinforcement, but I have always been an independent worker and self-driven, but that has never fully been applied to the scholastic setting.

As I had mentioned, my undergraduate studies were all driven by lectures and the occasional group project - maybe one per class per semester. With Psych though we jumped right in and were thrown into group learning and I loved it. Obtaining different perspectives and ideas was amazing. The sharing of opinions and experiences was almost more valuable to my understanding of the classroom I will someday be in more than the actual textbook.

Do not get me wrong, I have used the textbook to a great advantage and that along with leadership from my instructor and assorted assignments, a fairly solid scaffolding is in place. In many ways though, I have had to utilize personal scaffolding to accomplish many tasks. More often than not I have been asking myself probing questions and then seeking out the answers. My mind just keeps trailing over to my research paper and how it had been so long since I had written anything even remotely close to that style. I had to keep pushing myself and asking myself how to improve what I had written. I kept looking at the video and my paper and asking what I missed and how could the activity been more beneficial.

At the same time though, the actual writing of the paper was extremely difficult as has been fitting all the work from my classes into these weeks in October. With such a full schedule, time has become a precious commodity. Budgeting my time between work and two classes has been trying at times. I loved the first weekend of Psych and I took so much from that weekend. Now though I feel as everything is being squished into just a few short weeks. Having never taken a weekend class in my life, I was curious how this class would proceed. While I have been able to keep pace with the studies and learning, there is some part of me that misses the routine of going to class each week and making the personal connections with fellow students and professors. There was a tremendous deal of social learning in that first weekend - I look forward to more in the coming weekend - but I wonder how it would be handled on a week to week basis. I am still contemplating if I like the weekend class structure more or less than the standard weekly classes. Perhaps the assessment will be improved and completed once Psych comes to a close.

Learning seems to becoming fast and furious though. Between classes, textbook readings, projects, and research, I often find myself questioning if there is a bit of an overload going on as concepts seem to be seeping into other facets of my life. One of my nephews has just begun his freshman year of high school. After I helped him with a history paper in early September – he earned an A – he turns to me to review what he has written and to ask questions. In place of giving him answers, I turn to more of a system of scaffolding and asking him leading questions that have him thinking about what he has written and how it can or should be improved. Sometimes the required knowledge is there, but the right questions need to be asked. Each time I sit with him I cannot help but think of the future when I am able to help an entire classroom as opposed to just one student.

Learning has always been something that I have valued. The actual usage of said learning in applications of everyday life is priceless. From the just a few short weeks of studying learning theories and concepts I have had real life opportunities to put them into practice. I do not think there is anything more valuable than being able to learn and use that to improve myself and those around me. Thank you.

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